retardation...... Dance Dance!

It's possible that stupidity is a disease and I think I caught it today O_o

 typical girlie teenager shit *drama*

jealousy..... WORRYING over nothing :/

It took a friend who cares to tell me all the amazing things I could already see 

for me to realize I already know how much it rocks my sox 

Now I'm just happy to be me!

I feel retarded though thinking all the stupid things I did

For doubting based on little changes that scare me

And not taking a few seconds to soak in everything that was really going on

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WE INTERUPT YOUR SCHEDULED PROGRAMING TO BRING YOU AN IMPORTANT NEWS BULLETIN:

✯Dance Dance ....... Dance Dance ........ Dance Dance...... Dance Dance........... ✯

Soooo The dance is this saturday our school is gay sooooo they call The Sadie Hawkins Dance.... MORP.... Thus leaving both genders very awkwardly confused as to who is asking who to this grand event of epic teenage proportions... I would blame myself if I were the "Dance Planning Commitee" for no one showing up :p.....they all stayed home to sulk in their confusion .... and 20 years from now will still wonder "Who was fukin supposed to ask who?" in rage as they scream at the sky.... (not rlly that was only dramatic emphasis) 

The point is that I knew about the dance and didn't say anything for like 2 weeks to my "Dude Man" cus I assumed in my own stupidity that we were going together :/ Since we're going out and all...... BUT I was wrong to assume.......cus for some reason He wasn't saying anything about the dance either.... Me in a state of worry began to process the following options:

1. He isn't aware that there is a dance coming up shortly:/

2.He does know of the dance and doesn't want to go 

3.He does know there is a dance and doesn't want to go WITH ME!

4.He really didn't like the Winter Formal when we went together

5. He's busy

6. He's a Ninja

But never on this list did it cross my mind that he was waiting for me to ask him to the dance @_@......... WTF?!?!?!??! 

THANK YOU "DANCE PLANNING COMMITTEE" !!!!!!!!!!! 

I almost missed this fucking dance because I would have been like the many victims of "Who/the/what/the/fuck Syndrome" ***0_o**** not knowing that I as a girl was supposed to ask my boyfriend..... And in the end I looked Like a REEE-TAR-D! 

Sooo eventually I cleverly and covertly asked what his plans were for the 21st.... soo that he wouldn't figure out that I just figured out that I was supposed to ask him out..... @_@!.............

After a awkward conversation ... that half way through I figured out that "Dude Man" knew from the beginning what I was trying to ask... I finally just came to my point and "Dude Man" responds with "Finally i was waiting for you to bring it up!"

OMG! WTF?!?!??!?!?! NOW I FEEL EPICALLY STUPID!!!!!!!!!!

i must really suck ass as a girlfriend....... They have awards for this level of retardation right??? @_@

Anyways I'm looking forward to the dance :) ........ Saturday :) if everything works out how it should.