He said "Sooo R we JONENSING or what??" She Said "Ya! of course"

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welllllllllll this pretty much has no meaning no purpose....nothing.........

. and may or may not have a profound impact........ I'm officially jonesing..... :p it's seems silly or w/e but i guess if just that word could keep my parents together than it can bring me a little bit of happiness which is the most i've ever asked from the world.......... Now My Batman probably thinks I'm a flake for asking him such a ridiculous question as "Soooooo.... are we jonesing or what?" but it brought me a little sense of pride and accomplishment and not to mention the pure satisfaction of hearing him play along w/ my insanity just to bring a smile to my face....* :)*<---- That was the smile... (yes it was just like that!) And now i have tingles and my heart exploded and now it's raining sparkly things!!!!!! this is semi-embarrassing and well just plain immature. 0_o*rolls eyes* I NEVER PROMISED MATURITY!!!!! lol! anyways...... love seems more like a smile it's very contagious but only the really smiles r worth keeping around... same w/loveYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

GRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!  RAWWWWWRRRRR!!!!!!!!! 

Why the hell did today have to suck soooooo epically? Truly it was traumatic from the moment the alarm went off late.... I was rushed all day... I felt super distant from my Batman.... and on top of it all i was super duper uber lonely all day...... ;( ...................i have a shit load of homework........ no possible way to do all this shit my mother expects me to get done....... thankfully in between all the confusion, depression,  and panic attacks no one has forgotten to tell me how much i disappoint them and that some how i've managed to fail at everything including life and that i'm lettin everyone down. Well i thank you for the concern you didn't even pretend to have and i also know even if u had a heart that wasn't completely black and rotten to the core that u still wouldn't pretend to care...... The general people sux ass they can go to hell for all i care and this is mostly a rant for no one .......... all in all if i off my self right now i'm not positive anyone would be effected. anyways for the people out there who have managed to have a good day....u sux 2 but i am happy for u.... hopefully tomorrow will work out better for me.