I Will Grow Up Someday Love

GRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!  RAWWWWWRRRRR!!!!!!!!! 

Why the hell did today have to suck soooooo epically? Truly it was traumatic from the moment the alarm went off late.... I was rushed all day... I felt super distant from my Batman.... and on top of it all i was super duper uber lonely all day...... ;( ...................i have a shit load of homework........ no possible way to do all this shit my mother expects me to get done....... thankfully in between all the confusion, depression,  and panic attacks no one has forgotten to tell me how much i disappoint them and that some how i've managed to fail at everything including life and that i'm lettin everyone down. Well i thank you for the concern you didn't even pretend to have and i also know even if u had a heart that wasn't completely black and rotten to the core that u still wouldn't pretend to care...... The general people sux ass they can go to hell for all i care and this is mostly a rant for no one .......... all in all if i off my self right now i'm not positive anyone would be effected. anyways for the people out there who have managed to have a good day....u sux 2 but i am happy for u.... hopefully tomorrow will work out better for me.